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secret thought of Josh:

I would leave everything behind to be a touring stage manager for Rent.

sqate:

I think the problem with me is that I can’t control anything in my life. I mean I obviously have the ability to control my thoughts and actions; but I have no control over my feelings. Sometimes when I’m distracted by someone like you, I drift off and do whatever feels right, not thinking about how I’ll feel later on. I’ll feel happy for a little while, but eventually, it all turns to emptiness.

this explains exactly how I feel right now. This is so true. fuck. life.

Great original post :)

It only fuels their ability to walk away. If they make you cry, they are not worth it.

hate these days, but whatever I will cry for a moment and enjoy the good memories for a life time.

Game of thrones makes me feel like I could be straight…

Tumblr reminds me why I like the dark side.

Alright so Knife Party dropped an brand new EP.I have so many mixed feelings.to start the VIP of internet friends is not new, I in fact heard it as EDC last year. Power Glove is a great new addition to the Knife party sound but I think they are having a hard time keeping their unique sound and not sounding repetitive. The other two songs on the EP are just not Knife Party. I expected a dirty mess of drops and electric slide notes, even more than past KP songs. I am glad that I will see them at EDC this year but they are definitively transforming into a more airy house sound and I am really not into that (for KP). Maybe they will make it special, or maybe they will figure it out and go back to the filth.

all the same bring on EDC!

Alright so Knife Party dropped an brand new EP.

I have so many mixed feelings.

to start the VIP of internet friends is not new, I in fact heard it as EDC last year. Power Glove is a great new addition to the Knife party sound but I think they are having a hard time keeping their unique sound and not sounding repetitive. The other two songs on the EP are just not Knife Party. I expected a dirty mess of drops and electric slide notes, even more than past KP songs. I am glad that I will see them at EDC this year but they are definitively transforming into a more airy house sound and I am really not into that (for KP). Maybe they will make it special, or maybe they will figure it out and go back to the filth.


all the same bring on EDC!

How many people look in the mirror every day and tell yourself that its all going to be okay?

You are the ones who make the world a better place. Those of us who smile even when in pain, those of us who refuse to let life get us down and those of use who make the best of the most rotten of lemons.

this place got a great makeover.

I miss you all.

And for that I am sorry. I forgot what was important, and I forgot what my life meant.

I am back guys. This time for good.

But I am back for about 20 minutes right now…

kind of down, so lets talk?

My life is such a roller-coaster of emotion. I think I may need some anti-depressants soon. I think I am seriously fucking up my mental health.